I have found that when I try to force things they don’t happen as I’d like. I’ve been looking for work and just feel a sense of dread about the prospect of working at certain places or in some industries. I’m actually glad I didn’t get some of the positions I tried for because I got an instant headache when even thinking about them.
Have that too. It is getting increasingly "difficult" to stay in a place you don't really want to be. Same here, I quit my job recently because I also felt like something new is coming, something else which I may just first need to figure out. As soon as I force myself to "figure it out", things happen that show me clearly I should just relax and do what I would love to do each moment without force or resistance. What are the things you are forcing most often? Where do you have potential to learn?
I quit a toxic job a couple of months ago too and I’ve been learning a lot about my fears of scarcity and not being good enough. My dreams for the past few nights have been about being helpless in bad work situations, failure, or being left out. I want to get away from focusing on a capitalist system that chews people up and work for a charity or nonprofit to help others but the fear of not having enough is there. I’m working on this in my spiritual life right now.
Same! Looks like we are one a similar path:) A post to join the slack community I am currently building is coming on friday. There, you will likely find other people interested in the same things. I will travel a lot end of this and start of next year. Will search for such communities you search for too in this time and maybe help them. Lets see where the journey leads us!
Hmmm this really has me thinking
I have found that when I try to force things they don’t happen as I’d like. I’ve been looking for work and just feel a sense of dread about the prospect of working at certain places or in some industries. I’m actually glad I didn’t get some of the positions I tried for because I got an instant headache when even thinking about them.
Have that too. It is getting increasingly "difficult" to stay in a place you don't really want to be. Same here, I quit my job recently because I also felt like something new is coming, something else which I may just first need to figure out. As soon as I force myself to "figure it out", things happen that show me clearly I should just relax and do what I would love to do each moment without force or resistance. What are the things you are forcing most often? Where do you have potential to learn?
I quit a toxic job a couple of months ago too and I’ve been learning a lot about my fears of scarcity and not being good enough. My dreams for the past few nights have been about being helpless in bad work situations, failure, or being left out. I want to get away from focusing on a capitalist system that chews people up and work for a charity or nonprofit to help others but the fear of not having enough is there. I’m working on this in my spiritual life right now.
Same! Looks like we are one a similar path:) A post to join the slack community I am currently building is coming on friday. There, you will likely find other people interested in the same things. I will travel a lot end of this and start of next year. Will search for such communities you search for too in this time and maybe help them. Lets see where the journey leads us!